Rahi and I met in class at Hot8Yoga and randomly crossed paths at the Shen Yun show. We connected soon after and agreed to share healing sessions. I would experience one of Rahi's sessions and he one of mine.
My session with Rahi took place in August upon arriving home from Hong Kong. After about a week of encountering repetitive lotus flower imagery prior to my appointment, I smiled at the beautiful Kuan Yin tapestry hung so gracefully in Rahi's sacred healing space - there was the lotus again. My eyes danced over beautiful amethyst, clear quartz, selenite, Ganesha, and a picture of Yogi Bhajan.
To begin, we caught up with conversation and reviewed relevant points from our pre-session Skype. My main intentions included liberating remaining energy from past sexual partners, further activating and empowering the sacral chakra and my own divine feminine essence, and exploring and discovering anything new in the physical and emotional bodies.
The physical part started with Trauma Release Exercises. I learned how to tremor, which releases tension held in the nervous system and past emotions from the psoas muscle. The feeling for me was similar to holding smokey quartz - detox and energetic drainage. The sensation of a whitish purple strobe light pulsed at my third eye indicating clarity, openness and activation.
We then moved on to a full body prone massage during which I felt like a delicate flower gracefully and slowly opening. Now the lotus flower imagery was clear and perfectly aligned (aha moment)!
Next was a full body supine massage including inner pelvic release. Sensations included, full body tremoring, tingling, bright greenish white light at third eye, heavy breath, laughter, release, snake and serpentine stone images at mind's eye, flower petals opening, SELF LOVE, and finally REBIRTH!
In the subsequent days I had greater internal physical body awareness including how the mouth connects to the pelvis, the subtle differences between left and right sides of certain body parts, and the evolution of pain or neutral sensation to pleasure.
Whether one has undergone sexual trauma, I think Somatic Sexual Wholeness should be experienced by ALL women not only for deep healing in the sacral chakra, but also for greater body awareness, for heightened sensitivity at the seed of creation, and for amplification of one's life force!