Client Carolyn P. recounts her healing journey and experience with energy work:
"I have known Lindsey for many years, but only through our dance careers. I have known her since 2012, but I only reached out to her for her spiritual talents in 2017.
My journey with Lindsey began with my finding my spirit animal, and asking Lindsey how to build an altar to my spirit animal. This evolved into an energy healing session a few months later.
I have lupus, a disease of imbalance, where the immune system confuses the body for an outside threat. It confuses my own organs as foreign organisms. My first session with Lindsey was my entry way to my path of healing. It symbolized the genesis of self healing. This was August 2017. She advised at that time that I would know when I would need to cleanse, clear, and align again.
I knew it again before the new moon in March 2018. I had an experience where the ultrasonic sound from a home mouse repeller made me debilitatingly ill. This experience forced me to realize my own hypersensitivity to vibrations. It was the “ah-ha” moment when I knew that my illness came from vibrational and energy interference, blockages in my system. So this is when I called on Lindsey again.
It was a beautiful, rainy Friday night in Los Angeles; an experience in itself in a normally arid environment without much variation. At my request, we began with breathing exercises. During these focused breathing exercises, I felt as if I were atop waves of sand that moved just like water. I felt them scouring and cleansing my outer soul. Lindsey provided a sound bath that felt like a hard rain, pelting away these layers that the sand was helping to scrub.
Then we entered the spiritual phase. As we entered this state, Lindsey placed crystals on and all around me, as she had done in our first session together. At this point already, I was aware of a negative force in me that wanted to repel this treatment. Stones fell from my body, without my movement. It was this disease forcing them off.
I decided I was stronger.
What happened next was the most physically and mentally exhausting experience of my life. The disease occupies my whole body, and I could sense it - except for a portion on my right side. This portion truly started at my right forearm. I used my breathing technique to start to push towards the left, expanding into the illness, as Lindsey worked on her clearing techniques.
The disease fought me. It had fought me during the breathing technique to start the session, but when we started the cleansing, IT FOUGHT. During the breathing, it only caused itching at points I now know as blockages. The fight to push the positive energy, the God light, to the left and through my body was much more intense. It was physically exhausting. It felt like an exorcism. I kept breathing, but the disease kept causing pain where it could. It exhausted me where it could. I am telling you, it was HARD not to give up.
I kept working, breathing, visualizing while Lindsey continued her cleaning work. She had to do the clearing process THREE TIMES. During this whole time I have a cover over my eyes. I cannot see what she is doing. I am just breathing. She cannot know what I am thinking. During this process though, we were absolutely connected. Lindsey knew I was fighting, and that is why she performed the whole body cleansing three times.
During this process, it did cause me pain. Mental exhaustion. Everything the disease could throw at me to distract me, it did. It was like nuclear warfare.
As I felt myself, my positive energy, radiate from the right side to conquer the left. So much of it was gone, like an expanding radius... I could not force out the rest of the black matter that clung to my left arm, my left calf, my left foot, and that is when it happened.
A tree started growing inside of me. And the tree told me: if you nurture me, I will protect you. I let the tree grow, and it forced out all of the blackness.
Now, at this point, you can ask, what does that mean outside of this healing experience? This is what it means:
I have been able to face head on the experiences in my life that have shaped me in a negative way. I have confronted experiences where people I have trusted have not protected me, have not nourished me, and have affected me in ways that have gone on to control me. Some of these experiences were recent, some go back to my formative years, even when I was less than five years old.
I could not have faced these without this healing experience, and it didn’t even end there.
The tree filled me. It pushed out beyond the physical boundaries of my body, fully expelling the disease. It created a protected field around me.
And this is when I experienced my spiritual form, separate from my body. This is when my soul was allowed to leave, and to play in the God light, as Lindsey explained after. At this point, Lindsey said she saw my breath change dramatically. During this time I was out of body. My vision saw the cosmos, saw the universal peace.
I did not go into this session with any expectations, other than to help balance my physical self to keep fighting. I never knew of the internal fight I had. I did not know that my soul could separate from my physical self, to feel true peace, to experience the grand nature of the universe. I had not read about any of this beforehand. I certainly have not watched or read anything about these experiences before. I certainly did not know I could grow a life force in myself (the tree) that would be my champion not only in my fight against my disease, but for all my life, forever after.
I truly have a new outlook. I have a new focus, on me. To nourish myself, to nourish my tree. Never in my life, in any friendship, any accomplishment, any experience has equaled this experience. I truly feel that Lindsey was and still is the only guide for me. This is a crucial part to my healing and well-being. She has opened worlds for me.
My parents once told me, there are givers and takers. Lindsey is an unconditional giver. I would not have been able to achieve so many things in my self progress, and in my fight against Lupus, without her. She IS a crucial part of my healing, and a part that I would not have found without her. For those with an open mind and heart, she will provide for you as she has for me."
- Carolyn P.